DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS

TODAY IS DOCTOR APPOINTMENT DAY FOR CHARLES. WE BOTH HAVE TO SEE THE DR. BUT HIS APPOINTMENT IS FIRST. I WILL HAVE TO MAKE MINE LATER. JUST ROUTINE STUFF AT THE DIGESTIVE SPECIALIST, NOTHING MAJOR. JUST YUCKY TASTING MEDICINE TO CLEAN OUT THE BODY SO THAT THINGS ARE CLEARED OUT FOR THE LOOK SEE. I'LL WRITE MORE LATER AND POST HOW THINGS WENT

NEW YEAR

A NEW YEAR IS HERE ALREADY!! SEEMS LIKE THE OLDER WE GET THE FASTER TIME GOES BY......I MUST SAY I FEEL BETTER NOW AT THIS TIME IN MY LIFE THAN I DID 10 YEARS AGO! SOMETHING ABOUT TURNING 46 SEEMS TO HAVE BROUGHT BACK SOME OF THE YOUNGER LINDA TO THE SURFACE!!!! YEA FOR ME!!!!! I HAVE A NEW ATTITUDE AND OUTLOOK TO GO WITH THIS NEW ME TOO SO..... I AM DOING GREAT!! MY ONLY CHILD LINDSAY GOT SOME BAD NEWS TODAY........ HER "POPPA" IN MAINE HAS PASSED AWAY. SHE IS REALLY BROKEN UP ABOUT THIS. SHE DIDN'T GET TO KNOW HIM VERY WELL SINCE I DIVORCED THAT PART OF THE FAMILY WHEN SHE WAS 3. AND SHE ONLY GOT TO SEE HIM ONE TIME WHEN SHE WAS 16. THAT IS WHAT IS BOTHERING ME, SHE DIDN'T GET TO KNOW THE MAN AND NOW HE IS GONE...........I FEEL SADDENED OVER THIS TOO. HE WAS ALWAYS VERY NICE TO ME AND TO LINDSAY IN THE SHORT TIME WE WERE A PART OF THAT FAMILY. I GRIEVE WITH THEM OVER THIS LOSS. I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO LOSE YOUR DADDY. I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS. SO R.I.P. TOMMY MCNAMARA!! I HAVE SOME GOOD MEMORIES OF MAINE BECAUSE OF YOU!!!