UPDATE

OK HERE GOES... I HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN A VERY LONG TIME, TO SAY THE LEAST. WELL WHEN WE LOST THE HOUSE IN HOGANSVILLE, I DIDN'T HAVE ACCESS TO A COMPUTER.WE LIVED IN A MOTEL SINCE MAR 1st SO KINDA DIFFICULT YA KNOW!?! SO ANYWAY CHARLES WENT TO A NEW DR. THE LAST OF JULY. HE ORDERED ALOT OF TESTS...CHARLES HAD 600 ML FLUID AROUND HIS HEART HE WAS ADMITTED TO PIEDMONT ATLANTA ON THAT DAY TO DRAIN THE FLUID. THEN SATURDAY AM WE WERE TOLD HE HAD A MASSIVE MASS IN HIS LEFT LUNG. YEAP CANCER. TOO LATE IT HAD ALREADY SPREAD, HE HAD A TUMOUR THAT ACTUALLY TOTALLY SURROUNDED HIS HEART. WHEN THE DR DRAINED THE FLUID HE HAD TO CUT THRU CANCER TO GET TO HIS HEART. NEEDLESS TO SAY THAT PISSED THE CANCER OFF AND IT REALLY WENT WILD THEN. CHALES PASSED AWAY IN HIS SLEEP ON OCT 22. I LIVE AT MAMA'S AGAIN NOW NOT ONLY IS CHARLES GONE BUT MY ONE AND ONLY CHILD MY ANGEL HA MADE PLAN TO GET MARRIED THE 1st WEEK IN DEC. YES I AM FEELING VERY ALONE AND VERY FRAGILE. I HAVE TO SHUT UP NOW I AM CRYING TOO BAD TO SEE THIS KEYBOARD GOOD PLEAE PRAY FOR ME........................